September 5th, 1967 – March 12th, 2020 (Bhanu’s illustration is by his niece Anjora, sketched thoughfully for his prayer meeting)

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The man of feeling

Bhanu – often remembered by his friends and family – as a person who wore his heart-on-his-sleeve. We miss his persistent messages and calls to check on us, be screamed-at for not updating our live location (literally!), often to just share a song, an emotional tribute or his strong political views. Yet, almost always checking on one’s wellbeing, with a keen and genuine presence. For each one of us. With all his heart and soul

One version of Bhanu

This compilation, illustrates the person behind the byline – Bhanu Pande. Born and raised in Lucknow. Deeply loved his city and his roots (Kumaon). Lucknow is where he grew-up and went to St Francis School, Christian College and to Lko Univ for an MBA. After giving-up on UPSC, Bhanu moved to Delhi to pursue his other passion – on-ground reporting. He would often grimace that he was a reluctant business journalist whose real dream was to cover politics. Bhanu had a brief stint at Rashtriya Sahara (had innumerable hilarious stories about it), A&M mag (where we met – luck by chance), Business Standard and The Economic Times (his longest and most recalled stints). If you knew Bhanu, you will enjoy reading a few of his off-beat feature stories (there are too many out there), smile and nod at the descriptors about him and get to cherish his memories, once again: – ) Guess where he was photographed with this topi and camera?

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A musical tribute

Radhika, a dear friend in my journey through autism and life paid this heartfelt tribute to Bhanu. A memorable Sufi Musical Evening was hosted by A K Kundra sir and Jyothi ma’am, at AGV premises in 2021. It was Tanmay’s 22nd birthday and Bhanu’s favourite ghazal was brought alive for us. She is accompanied by Amin Khan, a multi-instrumentalist and two of them together created magic for our community here

A deep thinker

Sharing a few of the poems, scribbled by Bhanu, in tiny bits of paper. Each poem accompanies a visual, clicked by him during his travel. As a friend remarked – Bhanu was incredibly brave to delve into emotions, which we often side-step

umbrella

Under the umbrella; Once again

Drenched in heavy rains, I remembered the umbrella my mother gave me
when I walked to school on rainy mornings;
Don’t lose it, she would admonish me as I stepped out…
Walking, along the way, I would be joined by friends and we would chat
pitter patter oblivious of raindrops piercing our face and
the puddle of water in our steps;
That huddle is lost now,
That puddle is lost now;
I have torched that umbrella many years ago,
those chiding-words have fallen silent, but rains still come year after year;
My friends watch me from far away, wave at me, my steps are longer now and,
raindrops hurt my eyes;
That huddle is gone,
That puddle is lost now,
I often see mother’s hand with an umbrella, as a child steps out on a rainy morning;
I rub my eyes and watch in frozen silence, listening to the sound of raindrops;
Someday, I tell myself, rains will stop or, I’ll find a place under the umbrella once again
 
Written for Mummy (Bhanu’s ma)

Sunshine of my life, Ma ….

I came from you, grew through you;
I imagine through you, speak through you;
I see the world through the prism
I know as you,
Ma!
You are the sun that I revolve around,
You pave the orbit for me so,
That I don’t tumble down,
I am big now,
Yet so small to live within you;
A part of me continues to stay with you – treasure safe and secure;
You make me glow in the sunshine
You are the sunshine of my life, Ma
 
Written for Mona’s birthday, on behalf of Tanmay

Sunshine of my life, Ma ….

Spaces

Spaces

Spaces are diminishing;
Man made ideas are doing the trick amidst rapidly emerging structures, occupancy and squalid existence.
Personal spaces are under stress;
Demands, expectations and emotions;
People are jostling for space even in the virtual world;
Claustrophobic deals are being struck as I look beyond;
So, I long to escape to a jungle, a desert, be near a sea or in the hills, and mingle with God-made creatures, flora and fauna, 
Slip into a deep slumber, on the drip of fresh air
 In a quest of my personal space
Written in 2013, after quitting active biz journalism

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